Unorganized

Okay right now I just have so much on my mind and it's so just unorganized. First I just am feeling so blessed about having such an amazing family and friends and having the opportunity to get an education and most importantly for Jesus Christ. Which brings me to the second thing it's Christmas time and this Christmas feels so different than any other. This Christmas it's just like I've hit this point of realizing Christmas is really all about Jesus. Take away the presents, Santa, or even family time. That isn't what it's about. It is about Jesus and his coming into this world. It's not just about his coming but it's about his life. I'm just humbled by that fact. And this Christmas I don't want to get caught in the Christmas season. I want to just be in awe of Jesus and just Him alone. Third thing right now my heart is just breaking for the families in Connecticut who lost their precious children in a school shooting. My prayer is that lives will be touched through this terrible incidence and that God's glory will be revealed in even something so terrible is taking the lives of 20 precious 6 and 7 year olds. Cause ultimately God's glory will prevail. Okay now to change topics. One last thing I want to talk about. FRIENDS! This semester of school I have truly found some of the most amazing friends. Some I have found to be less true than others. But some I have found, I know they will be true friends till well forever. And those friends you can go to about anything and who will drop anything to just listen to you...well those are the type of people in your life that you need. I've realized that those people who bring you more sadness than happiness...well they aren't worth your time or energy. So that's al so right now I'm feeling blessed, saddened, and also very thankful!