Blessed

So I'm laying here on another sleepless night. I seem to have plenty of these. But tonight it's like I'm torn. I feel so blessed but at the same time I feel frustrated or unhappy. Which makes no sense. So I'm just gonna spit off a list of reasons why I should be happy. So first off the Creator of this world loves me an cares about me...that for one should trump and idea of being unhappy...continuing... I'm healthy, I have an amazing family, I'm have immense opportunities to further my education, I have friends that are actually real friends, I love my job. Goodness. I guess the list could go on and on. Now why am I frustrated? Cause of one person? That's just silly! Why do I let one person control my emotions so easily? From now on this needs to stop. I'm so blessed and half the time I feel like I don't even acknowledge it...I just complain. I need to go volunteer somewhere at least once a week with underprivileged kids then maybe It will be a constant reminder of look how blessed you are look what you have. It's just a thought that had been on my mind. But speaking of blessings... One new blessing in my life is my new circle of friends...blog coming soon. But for now I'm going to bed. Goodnight!